BT 666. Where BFF = Big Fat Fuck

Ever since my stepdad died, and I had off work for over a year due to major depression, money has been extremely tight. So tight in fact that Mom and I ended up getting way behind on our lot rent and other bills. Since I started working again, we were able to get caught up on mostly everything, but that damn lot rent just kept getting worse and worse. I've been worrying all this year about getting evicted without nowhere to go. Well, yesterday they came to throw us out. My Mother was quite upset… Continue

What a big fucking surprise. Everything I planned to do fun this past weekend got totally fucked up! I ended up having to stay a little longer at work saturday night, so the boys didn't want ot get together for poker. That was okay considering I just wanted to go home and chill anyway. What really got me upset was that Anaya backed out of her plans to hang with me sunday night for the Steeler game. I met this girl a while ago on myspace, and we ended up chatting all the time. She finally moves c… Continue

It's been quite a while since I looked forward to the upcoming weekend. Although I work tomorrow, I have some fun things planned. Penn State plays Indiana at noon, and I am hoping that my boys in blue will come away victorious. The season isn't too wasted even though they lost 2 games. There is a possibility that they can make it to a New Year's bowl game. I'm still a bit upset because they would probably be ranked #2 if they were undefeated. Oh well, you can't win them all. Saturday night's

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There are so many people that I know who really enjoy fishing. From what I can tell it's a nice relaxing hobby. My stepdad tried to get me into it once when I was about 14, and I had no desire back then. To be honest, I was just a pussy about having to touch the worms and fish. But now that I'm a nurse, I have had my hands in much worse places since those days. I need to start looking online about how to go about starting. I need to know what kind of rod to get, and I have no clue about how to u… Continue

My life has been completely fucked up over the past year, and I it's starting to make me dizzy. I just started working casual for a home hospice company last winter. Things were starting to look fairly good for me considering I had to take over a year off of work due to a bout of severe depression. Now I sit here at work for a nursing home that is closing it's doors within the next month. I lost my driver's license for quite a while since being busted a few times driving without it. I've been

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